Friday, April 29, 2011

small room

why do i need to compress myself into a very small room? i need comfort daddy. i'm not asking for anything big i just need some extra space to put the refrigerator, washing maching, dining tables and food trolly. is it too majestic to ask for? is it too big to request for?

"i can't settle for anything less", yes thats true.

i know i deserve something better. wish that my life is just like a fairy tale. but it wasn't.

sometimes i came to this point, complaining of our small room in bonifacio's compound. wondering if i was really a part of this big family. am i really that important? were all my views seems to be considerate? do i really exist? i do not know

i am uncertain of what will happen after 10 years of paying the Php 6000 rental of a very small room. i miss our space in parkhomes, tunasan with 2 bedrooms, 1 large receiving area, 1 kitchen, 1 toilet and bathroom and 10 steps balcony. Lord is our stay here with my inlaws wrong? is it wrong? tell me.... i am renting... but i dont deserve the worth of my rent.

Lord help me, make me victorious over this matter.