Wednesday, January 20, 2010

thank God for our new house

we just relocated in Quezon City last January 18, 2009. Welcome to a new lifestyle, new environment - ok lang Jesus will help me become more flexible this time.

I thank God for our new house - rent to own. Nagkatotoo ung prayer ko last December 2009, na we won't be renting anymore - eto na praise God. this is it Lord and I love it.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Case No. 1: Who could help me?

Sinong pwedeng takbuhan pag kailangan ko ng tulong?

Mahirap at masakit pala mareject kapag you were really in great and deep need and there's no one to help. Everyone is taking back on me. I felt so all alone. I felt that I am helpless. I felt no one cares.

If only I could only advance days to become months, months to become years, years to become decade, a decade to become century. But I am just a man. I am not God.

I am limited. I have my own limitations. I have my own weaknesses.

This day I promise myself I won't be asking help again. I ask God heal my heart - soothe my heavily burdened heart. I've got no money - whenever I try to ask help from people whom I think can give me some, all I find is rejection.

Bakit ganun? Naging mabait naman ako, bakit ganito ang sukli sa akin?
Bakit kung kailangan ko ang tulong, nobody wants to extend help?

Until I calmed myself, and re-affirm God's love to me. God cares. He said. "Cast all your cares upon me for I care for you." He is Jesus. He's my very bestfriend.