Friday, August 20, 2010

puzzled, betrayed and disappointed

it's been a long while that i did not post anything here. ang daming nangyari. ang daming wish ko lang it never did happen.

i went home from work today tired and exhausted, not because i have too many work loads but i was betrayed by my master. i did not expect he can and he will do it. totoo nga ang sabi ng Bibliya "a horse is a vain hope for deliverance" and "it is better not to trust on chariots or princes"

why is it that promises made by men are meant to be broken? all along i have trusted my boss and never did make anything that would make him upset. i have trusted him but then how come he was able to plan for my defeat. actually its not only me it's the whole team.

now, i am here all alone at our house. i am listening to 702 dzas. Love On Air by LJ Salceda. I have only one to run and to hide. To share these thoughts, anxieties, and even my questions. Thank you Lord you are my bestfriend.

How would it be when God is not with me? How can I overcome this feeling of betray? of disappointment that all along i have a high respect due to my boss but now it's gone.

Lord tunay ngang wala nang iba. Ikaw lang talaga.
Salamat Lord you never fail me. I love you.