how did I spend my long holiday vacation?

saturday (Aug. 23) - sleeping till 10AM, eat my lunch @ 1:30PM, visit my nanay till 7:15PM, cooked when I reached home @8PM, have a wonderful dinner @9PM, watch IMBESTIGADOR while ironing clothes till 11PM, pray and sleep @11:30PM

sunday (Aug. 24) - getup early @6:30AM bought Php 20.00 of pandesal
....to be continued kakain lang po ako

been sick

i haven't logged in and posted new articles for I've been sick for these past few days. i vomit for almost 3 times plus with almost every hour in the restroom for a flush whaaa. i can't stand the stomache pain and been sleepless these past few nights.

I'm just wondering why did it happened to me.

So I ask myself and begin to examine what I have done. I have disobedience.
I haven't able pay my tithes to the Lord (nakalimutan kong ibigay last week kasi nagturo ako sa sunday school so naiwan sa wallet ko ung pang-tithes)
I just logged in 9:30 sa opis but the real time I was there is 9:40 (uhmmm daya ko noh)

Really, the Lord cannot bless me if I am unwilling to obey.

Kaya eto, tinuturuan ng Lord at handang magpaturo ulit. God I am sorry for the countless times I am disobedient help me to realize my mistakes and let me be an overcomer.

Thank You Lord. I love You, Jesus.

Every minute, every single second of my life I am telling to God like this "If my time is near, may I be remembered as a good wife, good ate, good co-worker, good servant for your glory Oh Lord. That when I will close my eyes and breathe my last breathe, let me first say to myself that I am ready to face my Saviour. Lord let me not delay when You call, not to refuse when You demand. Let me always count my days and honestly answer this question "How will I be remembered?". May this blog be read by my loved ones and friends on that perfect time."

I am excited to see Jesus face to face. And I want to be in heaven. My brother and sisters in Christ, I'll see you then in heaven. Continue to serve the Lord. He is really real. Don't ever be tempted to disobey Him in your life. Remember this, God is God. He can destroy your life, He can take it, He can do everything that pleases Him - He is a loving God yet He is also a Holy God!

Bad or good friends - whom to be with?

why is it sometimes it's so preferable and easy to be with the "unbelievers" that it wouldn't be a great surprise if I see them misbehaving simply because they don't know the truth and that they have such a hallow standard for living. It's very ironic on how some people called themselves as "believers" who know Jesus in their lives, but deny Him in words, in actions and even in thoughts. Last night, I was able to attend a youth conference held at PHIL Ultra. I thought it would be a great time, but it wasn't. Someone had caused trouble just simply because she has no ticket and the line of attendees was very long that it took the whole fence of ULTRA to be encircled with young people. She called one of the member of our group and start to yell as if everyone of us were paid to accomodate her needs. She simply acts as immature and causes me to be unhappy. I handed my ticket to the group's ticket keeper and advised here to just give the ticket to that big fat creature so that she can enter the conference. I'm sorry if I have to tell this, but I just can't find it so reasonable to act in such. I maybe wrong to become so irritated to her but I think she must learn a lesson. She thinks herself to be the boss or the leader, but her life is quite not a good example. I hope someday she'll come to realize her limits and began to change her mindset.

I've learned one big lesson here. If I will to attend a youth conference or a concert, I would want to spend it with her. If I were to find my own way of getting in the venue, I would rather prefer to be alone or to be with someone who needs Jesus in his/her life. I would just reserve my own ticket and not to accept the responsibility of being an overseer of our youth group for a particular event.

Anyway, I have reserved my ticket for the upcoming of SonicFlood on August 15 @ Araneta Coliseum. See you there. I just pray that I'll be with someone who is deeply looking for God and allowing Him to be the Master and Saviour of his/her life.