what is your prayer request today?

these past few days i felt in my heart and start ponder to "what would happen if I ask other people their prayer request and I will begin to pray for it?".

so i send a text message to my ate kel and replied for her prayer request. after I prayed it, I felt so satisfied and with joy in my heart. with that prayer closed with faith and sincere heart of coming to God's presence, I believe that God will reward the answer on His own perfect time.

ikaw, anong prayer request mo ngayon? do u need healing? do you need deliverance? do you need something from God? with bended knees and true heart, come to Jesus in prayer. He is always there to listen and to understand you.

I love LINUX

It was really a challenge to me for I am not familiar to Linux. In my previous employment, I had the chance to come accross with this OS but did not pay so much attention for someone had to do it for me. And now I'm facing the challenge - I have to dig on the mud and learn. At first, it took me two weeks to setup and I thank God it works! Though the road that I have taken is the long one but it is such a rewarding experience.

Then another task was assigned to me to install LAMPP on a 32bit LINUX environment. This time I became wiser, I asked a friend some tips on how to do it in a much easier and correct way. My friend gave me the website link and I followed the quick steps. While I am doing it, I thought of myself as "Linux Guru" - before it was a dream and now it was a reality.:)

In this endeavor, I've learned that God's Word is true as what the Bible say "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." - Philippians 4:13 and that God keeps His promises. Without God's help I cannot do it. I've also learned and discovered that I have improved from being timid, shy and with low self-esteem. I have realized that it cannot do anything good to me. I have to take the stand and take courage to accept challenges - big changes. With God, nothing is impossible!

More so, I've started to love LINUX. It's very user-friendly and easy to learn. Praise for God for an additional info inside my brain.

puzzled, betrayed and disappointed

it's been a long while that i did not post anything here. ang daming nangyari. ang daming wish ko lang it never did happen.

i went home from work today tired and exhausted, not because i have too many work loads but i was betrayed by my master. i did not expect he can and he will do it. totoo nga ang sabi ng Bibliya "a horse is a vain hope for deliverance" and "it is better not to trust on chariots or princes"

why is it that promises made by men are meant to be broken? all along i have trusted my boss and never did make anything that would make him upset. i have trusted him but then how come he was able to plan for my defeat. actually its not only me it's the whole team.

now, i am here all alone at our house. i am listening to 702 dzas. Love On Air by LJ Salceda. I have only one to run and to hide. To share these thoughts, anxieties, and even my questions. Thank you Lord you are my bestfriend.

How would it be when God is not with me? How can I overcome this feeling of betray? of disappointment that all along i have a high respect due to my boss but now it's gone.

Lord tunay ngang wala nang iba. Ikaw lang talaga.
Salamat Lord you never fail me. I love you.

thank God for our new house

we just relocated in Quezon City last January 18, 2009. Welcome to a new lifestyle, new environment - ok lang Jesus will help me become more flexible this time.

I thank God for our new house - rent to own. Nagkatotoo ung prayer ko last December 2009, na we won't be renting anymore - eto na praise God. this is it Lord and I love it.

Case No. 1: Who could help me?

Sinong pwedeng takbuhan pag kailangan ko ng tulong?

Mahirap at masakit pala mareject kapag you were really in great and deep need and there's no one to help. Everyone is taking back on me. I felt so all alone. I felt that I am helpless. I felt no one cares.

If only I could only advance days to become months, months to become years, years to become decade, a decade to become century. But I am just a man. I am not God.

I am limited. I have my own limitations. I have my own weaknesses.

This day I promise myself I won't be asking help again. I ask God heal my heart - soothe my heavily burdened heart. I've got no money - whenever I try to ask help from people whom I think can give me some, all I find is rejection.

Bakit ganun? Naging mabait naman ako, bakit ganito ang sukli sa akin?
Bakit kung kailangan ko ang tulong, nobody wants to extend help?

Until I calmed myself, and re-affirm God's love to me. God cares. He said. "Cast all your cares upon me for I care for you." He is Jesus. He's my very bestfriend.

a night of December 31, 2009

Few days left for year 2009 to end and a new year is coming. This time I am celebrating this New Year at my in-laws. I would be expecting more parlor games this time. I would be glad to join hahahah. I will tell on my next post what had happened.

A night of December 24, '09

I really enjoyed this night. I hear the carol singing while I am cooking the dish that I have posted earlier. I am blessed that I can cook and I thank the Lord for that.

It was a success! Hahaha, thank You Lord. I love it.

I am listening to DZAS while I am writing this. Nakakatuwa kasi meron pa rin sila program and I am glad that merong ganitong radio station that can be heard which is really inspiring and soothes the heavily burdened heart.

I want to end this post by this, "Lord thank you for December 24, 2009 - this is the last Christmas we will be spending in our apartment. I love to see and stay at our own new house next year. I love it. Though I don't deserve anything good from You, Lord but I thank You you've given it. I love You Lord...."